I felt dizzy and fell down to the sofa carelessly.

I forced myself to stand up andpointed at him, “ It's really condescending of you.

Wayne, do I need you toforgive me? Do I shamelessly ask you to forgive me? I hope you never forgiveme as long as you live!"“Lydia, say that again!” He glared at me as if he would eat me.I giggled.

Looking at his anger from embarrassment, I felt dreary and good!I looked at his eyes and said, “I need you to forgive......”He strongly kissed my mouth before I could finish my words.He pushed me down to the sofa, took off my pants, and put his hands underwithout pity...My humiliating tears instantaneously flew down.

No love, no respect! He couldtake off my pants any time anywhere to meet his physiological needs justbecause there was no love! Because there was no responsibility, he didn’t caremy awkwardness, just left after wearing his pants!My tears was pouring like levee failure.

And I cried and felt extremely sad!Wayne stopped and wiped out my tears, “Lydia, don’t cry.

I am doing just fine,why are you crying?”“You wanted me.

Why did you let the waiter watch the door? You just want sexevery moment......” I quickly worn my pants and pushed away his hands.He sighed and sat on the sofa.

And he light up a cigarette and smoked.“I did want to sleep with you.

I wanted to make love with you every day when Iwas in Japan for a week.

I had physiological needs when I saw you wearing sexyclothes.

Lydia, I rarely lose my sense of propriety for a woman all these years.

Idisdain to take off pants for sex anywhere except you......”

Those words sounded better than anything sweet I heard.I silently looked at him and sobbed.

He glanced at me and said, “Lydia, I admit, Iam obsessed with your body.

I like you when you are fascinating.

Be good and Iwill keep you forever.”In the dense smoke, I looked at his hazy face, and such promise made me cryand laugh!“Let’s go home, I will take you home.” He put out the cigarette and took me out ofthe room.The waiter at the door noticed that we quickly finished it, he looked at Wayneseveral times.I laughed out.“Wayne, since it was only ten minutes, will he doubt that you are bad at it? Likeimpotence...”Wayne looked at me as if he smiled or not, “Lydia, I don’t mind to go there againand I won’t come out until one hour passes.

Can you believe?”I immediately shook my head!He was kidding.

If he really did so, I probably would be faceless to meet others.I briefly told him that today I went there for drinking with Merlin and we shall wentback home together.He nodded and said that he would wait in front of the cashier!I went into the room to pulled out the drunk woman.

I held her to move unsteadilytowards the cashier for checking out.“Hi, $25000 for wine, $2000 for male companions, $27000 in total.

Card orcash?”“Hum...” I felt a pair of angry eyes staring at me and my spine was cold.

I turnedaround to smile at Wayne then I bit my teeth, “Card!”After excessively swiping Richard’s card, I held Merlin and followed Wayne withfear.Getting on the car, I quickly went to the back seat to sit with Merlin.The car steadily drove on the road.

Wayne said nothing.

My tight heart graduallygot loosened.After arrival, I helped Merlin to the bed and cover the quilt for her.

Then I toldWayne what happened including the period when she moved to my house.“Tonight, go to my house!” He proposed.“OK.” I nodded.After coming out the rented house, Wayne took me to his house.

Theatmosphere strangely became cold.I grabbed my fingers, wanting to talk but saying nothing when I saw his cold face.Entering the door, he held me up to the bed in the bedroom before I could stoodsteadily.“Lydia, it is unexpected that you are actually so open-minded.

Asking for malecompanions to drink together? Hum?”Hearing it, there was darkness before me.

And I felt so wronged when I saw hisangry eyes.“Aha, I have some reasons, Wayne, let me explain......”“Take a shower.

Explain to me when I finished my work!”

I blushed due to either shyness or anger from Wayne! Compared to the way helooked sanctimonious, now the way he behaved so indecently was totallydifferent.I quickly got up and moved towards the bathroom.Holding the shower head, I poured the warm water on my body and all fatigue inthe day was washed gradually.

I stood in the heat, recalling what Wayne told metoday.I didn’t deny that something changed inside my heart.

I felt happy as well as sad.It was undoubtedly that Wayne was attractive to me.

I stayed with him as if I wasa dry tree in the desert and met the rain.

He could bring me the splendid future.Also, he could bring me the dark hell.